What were the chances?

I'm feeling down and unfortunately that means this is going to serve therapeutic purposes. I haven't written about this, but I feel like I have to. I feel like an utter fool... as usual I did something stupid and I suppose i'm paying the consequences. What I've learnt in this life is do not trust people. I mean this sounds harsh but it's sound advice. Because people tend to disappoint you.

This is linked to an earlier blog post of mine, and also kind of the reason I started writing here. I took a chance when maybe I shouldn't have. I don't know if i'm supposed to feel better for putting myself out there, because I don't. Also, it doesn't help that I'm getting all this new information about the person concerned, cos now I just feel dumber for being so vocal. And it doesn;t help me forget. I wish it did. I really and truly wish it did.